just remember this funny thing:

This night i just feel so melancholic...
listening to apologize (one republic) just make me more gloomy.

The reason is, My friend and my other friend have a date today. I'm not jealous, just feel left behind. I mean, we're often together and now they went together without me. Hiks... well, just a friend jealousy. I just don't want to missed the joke and laugh.

Lately, i often feel alone. Not like lonely, but not socialize. Last time I go out and met some friend is like 2 weeks ago, and it was just 'Hi! How are you? Oh, I'm good. Sorry, got to go. Bye!' Blah... At home all the time make me crappy. Like you don't even use your brain, just do the routine and none. Play computer games and some house chores. in fact, i need some refreshing. I mean, go out just by myself or hanging around with some BFF (not some other people who can't stop talking and complaining - uncomfortable!)

I don't want to be stressed out (it's the key to 'aging'), but i can't help it!

Just try to stick on my plan: buy sewing machine and try to design something nice to wear. (how about become a fashion designer? :D)

Love this song too much...



Lyric

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say that...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

Why do i feel that this version is better....

DBSK = SIMpati
SUJU = FREN

Huehehehehe....

nb: only funny for indonesian friends...

*in the nodame cantabile special euphoria*
Tamaki Hiroshi was soooooo..... adorable!! His face looks softer. yummie...!! I love nodame...

This is the first dorama i've watched after a loooo...oong time pause. Who can deny nodame's "charm"... Huehehehe...

Well, rain IS in indonesia tv commercial?!!!
I was like "HAH!!!"

Kinda weird seeing him everyday on TV. It's like being thrown to korea or japan. Hahahaha...